I am here standing in the void of my darkest thoughts
The Pendulum upon me, and the Dark Passion Play at my side,
Not knowing what to do, what to dream of
All within me gone, I long to escape from my tears,
From the pain, and the hopeless life,
I have lost all my senses, lost all my joy,
I found sadness in the deep abyss of my heart, I lost all hope,
the wolves are breathing behind me, for what am I living for ?
Having been away from Him, I feel dead,
I can only hope the oceans would not call me, to be what I want to be....
An Ocean Soul – One with the waves,
For my soul is like a wrecked ship, lost in the darkness,
What can I do to want to live again ?
For I am a Lonely Soul, one without a name, without a future and a life,
Should I throw the anchor, and sail, leaving behind all the days of the earth ?
Oh Lord, forgive me, I have sinned against you,
Hear my desperation Oh my Saviour !
Am I living to die for something ?
What can I be, without you ?
I am nothing, only dust and air,
I wish I was never born, I disrespected everyone,
I am what I want to be, no one,
If there is no sense in my life, why am I living ?
Oh Lord I know you're waiting for me...
It's so hard!
Make me pure and give a meaning to my life,
I long for a normal life, to be someone...
I am here...crying for I do not know what I want to do.
Die a scarless man or live without You, or with You...
Lord what will be me life like ?
LORD! Forgive me and accept me as your son, for now I know who I am,
One of your people, your adopted son, You made me what I am !
Forgive me my sins Oh God, your crucified Son died for me, thank you,
I found hope and am know rejoicing in your peace and in The Holy Spirit
May all creation bless You!! My life has a meaning with You! I will serve you!
Accepting bad and good moments of my ephemeral life!
I am here standing in my New Life, My Savior is with me !
I shall not weep but rejoice, for know I will live eternally with Him !
